Wondering around the woods, looking for your presence...

hehe...sorri..i missed u out...of cos i didn't forget u...hehe...i miss u so much and u are sooo FUN!!!>..hehe...i miss ur creepy joKes...and having phone calls with u...cos it always keeps me laughing all the time till stomache...haha...hm...I hurt my arm...:( I was so sad that day so i bite my arm and now there's this BIG O ChAY...I thought it won't be so bad...but now i can't even wear short sleeve cos ppl thought i self abust...:(:(

it was ur birthday on May 3, maybe it's too late to write this blog here..but...i reali hope u have a gooD birthday...hm...i didn't spend time with u tat day...i am sorri...but at least we celebrated before that....hehe...but maybe i ruin it...but i hope u will forget the unhappy part...hm...cos after tat u are still happy...and i am so happy that u say i am ur sweetest girlfriend...to love is to have compromise, but maybe i am born with no compromise, to be so selfish and not understanding towards u...hm...it's reali glad to see u so anxious to find ring when u thought u lost it...and i reali can't lose my ring too...becos it's our love symbol.we found our ring finally, which means one day we are gonna find each other some day...that day on ur birthday, we promised each other that we will stay together forever, maybe it's too early to say that...but i realy hope we do...:)

long long time didn't blog...nothing much happen though...jus that i miss singapore so much...hm...i miss so many friends there and the FooD:( food here suX....i hate it...(Jasline: I miss the time we are together),(Christine Lien:I miss you soooo muChie, ur voice, your everything..hehe...), (Joycelyn: I miss ur cuteness><),(Meili, I miss ur sweetness),(PeiShan: I miss your Laughter)....i miss every bits of u...:)Sounds lesbbie...hehe...but i reali miss and love ya all so mUChies:)

 

Maybe i have just been so not understanding towards you...I am sorry about that...maybe it seems selfish...but it's just that i love you so much...I want to spend my time with you...sometimes you could be so ignorant of me...and that makes me really mad...but don't u know that disappointment really comes when  i have been silent waiting for you?And you jus don't seem to know about it...You know when time goes really fast? is the time when i am with you...and time is really slow when i am waiting for the day to meet you...it's just so much of an anticipation, to look forward to that day to come...I hope you will know it...but sorry to be mad with you...i didn't do it on purpose...sometimes,I don't know how to control my emotions myself...:(

 

Yesterday was my birthday...it was a great day which i spend with my friends...though only see YOU for about 2 hours...U reali brightened my day with ur first kiss of the day...and it was one my nose:(but nevermind...it was sweet...I thought u purposely did that...never did I know you say i am short, and u accidentally did it...:(but anyway...i reali like it...it was New year days...and also my birthday...my reali memorable birthday which i spend in America....Spend time with Ruina,Annie,Deborah,eunjoo and YOU!!!:) Love ya always...:)

thanKS for celebrating my birthday with me...it was great!